It's 2:24 am

@HowtoDestroyAngels oh I'm sorry you're in so much pain. My overactive mind and OCD keep me from falling asleep most nights

@Cigarguy101 Sorry about that my friend. Hope you're feeling better soon.

@Gusman it would be a scary and long list. I finally fell asleep around 3 and I just woke up

@4meAndyou I think they might of helped I did fell asleep around 3. But yesterday was a really bad day I forgot my medicines. So I was struggling all day with anxiety and trying to hold back and control my tics. I was just a mess when we got home and Joel got upset with me for not telling him I forgot them. But we had so much to do all day going back to the house to get them would of made us late or we would have missed something and I didn't want to let anyone down because of me.

@Cigarguy101 If you have another day with lots going on as you did yesterday, ask Joel to be in charge of bringing your medicine.

If you are, eventually, given heart medication, you don't want to be forgetting THAT!!!!

@4meAndyou Joel works most Saturdays morning so I'm the one that gets everything packed and ready for the day. He usually meets up with us later. I had my bag packed and ready but my boy spilled his water right as we were walking out the door so I had to clean that up. I set my bag down to do it and just forgot. I am on meds to slow my heart rate so yeah yesterday sucked.

@whowasthatmaskedman I hadn't fallen asleep yet