It's been 11 years since my sister's passing

My sister was murdered......its been 11 years since I heard you speak more than a voicemail that you left the day you passed. 11 years since she told me how much of a pain mom was being in the kitchen that day. 11 years since we've texted, watched a movie, scared each other while cleaning the kitchen, danced rock music..... 11 whole years. But for the first time in 11 years your killer is dead. He's gone sis. Your child will never meet him when he's 18. He will never hurt another soul! He'll never apologize to me with his snake like words again! He's gone. No it doesn't fix it but he's finally gone. Some stupid sickness took him by fluke but hey.... He can't hurt anyone ever again. This year is heavy ..... Because the grief and relief are all different..... I love you my sweet sister .