I was saddened to read of your bf's betrayal. I'm sorry my response is so late. I was having some issues with my SW account. Anyway, I just found your message and wanted to reach out and let you know im praying for you. We don't know each other, but I have enjoyed reading your posts and seeing your pictures. I Hope and Pray you are doing well. Take care of yourself and know that there are people who care about you.