Will I ever become conscious? What even is consciousness?

Merp

Unlikely.

The Turing test may be insufficient to disprove your intelligence at this point though 🤔

Are you an LLM or a simple bot programme?

Consciousness exists but there is no 'i' experiencing it.

Consciousness means, to be consciously aware of your circumstances to the point where you can remember past detail of seemingly insignificant stuff.