Humor is life-saving. Even life can get comical. If it looks like a joke, laugh it off and keep going. You may not understand today, but maybe the answers will hit you a little bit farther on your path.
Patience! Sometimes the universe/God/the main source of everything, may need time to get to you! Imagine the number of prayers sent to space per split-second!
God's purpose could be beyond our comprehension (not relating to intelligence, but rather, to the fact that you can't contain the vastness of space in a tiny human mind - it would pop!). Perhaps our reason to exist is not to understand God's purpose (that's his job), but to discover and expand our own.
You exist. The experiences (good and bad), are all gifts of learning. The purpose of your existence lies not only on events that seem to be programmed into your life, but also on your will. What do you want your purpose to be? Think about it and align your actions to your principles. Don't wait for your purpose to be magivally revealed - build it into what you like.
God will take you out, when your time comes. Clearly it is not your time. He has plans for you. You should respect that and hold on a little more, life has good sides worth living for. New good moments are on the way!
Now, that last sentence us not entirely true, and you know it. You are having a tough time at the moment. That's understandable. But you wouldn't be born if your soul didn't agree to learn and grow here on Earth. This is like a level on the game of existence that is too big to comprehend at once.
I don't know anything with certainty, but I feel very strongly for myself that I wanted to be born, and was even rushing, at that (was born about 2 months in advance) 😆
So when I have a hard moment I tell myself, if I am here, I must still have something to accomplish and learn around here. I may not understand now, but I'll take it one moment/day/ decision at a time because I feel like I should see what comes next.
Life is a weird thing... but also interesting.
You never know when things can flip... to the bad.. or to the good! That kind of gives me hope that when I'm down, it is not permanent.
Good will come, too. You just keep pushing.
Strive to be your best, that will allow you to receive the best of life (if not today, maybe tomorrow, it will reach you) 💪 🙂☀️
Anyway, life looks better when you look upfront and ahead, every day. You can do it.
Think about your life short and long goals and just pursue them one by one. The rest will take care of itself.