Confused, I don’t feel like I belong here

My life feels like one big joke. I feel like no matter how much I pray, nothing is going to change. I feel so useless. What purpose could God possibly have for me? I want nothing more than for Him to take me out. I hate being alive and would much rather I never existed, period..

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DeWayfarer · 61-69, M

Life is change. Yet even the rate of change can change too drastically.

Reconsider your choices.

Do change, yet change more slowly.

In doing so, you can find your own reasons. Change too much, you will be unable to see your own reasons. Therefore the confusion.