Confused, I don’t feel like I belong here

My life feels like one big joke. I feel like no matter how much I pray, nothing is going to change. I feel so useless. What purpose could God possibly have for me? I want nothing more than for Him to take me out. I hate being alive and would much rather I never existed, period..

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PoetryNEmotion · F

Go to a hospital if you are depressed or suicidal. Many people your age are confused and lost and more. You are alive for good reasons. It is up to you to live. To learn. To grow. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Go volunteer to work in a soup kitchen or with a local agency. Focus on others instead of poor you. I have never belonged anywhere in the world, but I found a niche in healthcare. And I am mostly a solitary learner in life. You do live .It is a gift. That is all I have to say to you. The whole world is not about you. You are part of the world.