I should have filed for divorce years sooner

That people you truly care about wont be around forever!!

my small dik

Probably you would not fit in there back in Indonesia.

My dating and sexual relationship building skills are shot and romantic intimate experiences are no longer possible.

That I will not have children. From what I know, my body is capable - not that I have gotten into deep research - but it is my mind that cannot/do not wish.
It is a big one, because it is a huge chapter that changes one's direction, and especially a woman's.
I know I can change my mind, but truly, it is a knowing. It is not going to happen, and I know it could happen if I said so, but, it isn't.

That there’s more runway behind me than in front of me. That my loved ones suffered painful deaths and are truly gone.

I am easy at accepting the truth, how bitter they are.

Life doesn't give another chance easily... And time never comes back

… sigh

Why not?

I'm wasting time and life away.

I have some regrets, but what has gone before cannot be undone. I focus on what I can do.

I am extremely unlikable.

The more responses I read I’m being reminded of the song from the tv show Hee Haw

Gloom despair and agony on me
Deep dark depression excessive misery
If it weren’t for bad luck,
I'd have no luck at all
Gloom despair and agony on me

I'll never be an A-Lister. I'll have to make do being a tiny, itty bitty nobody for the rest of my sad, shunned life. Woe is me!! 😢

That i am fucking stuck here

That it was my fault

That this is all there is.

It’s all a lie.