I’m realizing that it’s probably not…

@Lilymoon What he @dubkebab said is what’s wrong in general and specifically. He’s a well respected well informed and highly valued friend in my book. I’m very fortunate to have him in life. ☺😊

@RunTheJulz Stay classy,kid. I wish you were here for lunch,it's gonna be good.
But optimistically...just a bit more polishing the brass and quartz crystal knobs and my time machine ougtta be more operational and we can go check out Velvet Underground at the Boston Tea Party and get some milkshakes in Cambridge after. My theory is that there were very good quality milk products to be found cheaply in that era. Plus,slide a stack of Kodak stock into the glove box and voila-the grandkids are wintering in St.Moritz. Simple.
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@dubkebab Awe Thank You 🙏!! ☺😊 I needed that smile you just gave me !!
Merry Christmas 🎄🎁
I’ve been ordered back to bed so I hopefully will get some sleep and make it to the family shindig both tonight and tomorrow. I could really use some of the Christmas magic that’s still going strong with my niece and nephews!!

@HumanEarth Usually it’s “I have pot and let’s talk” is mine.

Goes to show that I have another SW Twin

(I like call people my twin when they do the same thing I do, something tradition my mother and grandmother got me into saying back when I was a little kid)

@HumanEarth Well I’m flattered to hear you say that about me too ☺😊

@RunTheJulz it's okay i totally understand, you don't need to apologize...

@Galanr40 I just feel like I shot the messenger in the way that I responded and behaved with you when you were simply trying to help and you took the time to actually respond to me when you obviously didn’t have to. You didn’t deserve to be treated in the way that I treated you. No excuse whatsoever could justify my behavior.

@RunTheJulz Sent you a dm......it's okay i understand

@TIstillwaitinggsc69 PS I actually have hated myself for the better part of my life because of a variety of reasons. I have just escalated into a higher level of self hatred and anger bordering upon rage against the machine that I see in the mirror and I have stopped looking in mirrors unless I absolutely have to to keep from looking like a Picasso when I put my makeup on. I know I learned to hate myself because I was bullied as a child (4th through 8th grade predominantly. Though my high school experience was not a cakewalk either being in a high pressure higher education college prep school environment instead of a normal school and I then convinced myself that I was using my self hatred to raise my level of expectancy in order to achieve the highest possible levels of performance in my physical activities so as to be successful and set myself apart from my competitors and to establish a name and reputation for myself as being on another level and being fearless and capable of doing things that others would not do because of their level of self preservation became a limiting factor that was non existent inside of me and I reaped the benefits and the downside of being that way in my life. If that makes any sense.

@Starcrossed Thank you for your comment. It’s something that I would not wish upon my worst enemy but it’s just something that I struggle with and I will in all likelihood continue to struggle with until I am no more.

@RunTheJulz may you recieve support from friends and family until then.

@Starcrossed I have appreciated you for being you for far longer than I can recall. Thank you for kind words.
In all honesty I was just thinking out loud I didn’t expect and I never fish for such supportive comments and compliments.

@Thatsright hmm yeah, no….

@TIstillwaitinggsc69 I don’t know?