I’m realizing that it’s probably not…

…a good thing or a healthy thing to wish that whenever I do happen to fall asleep I really hope with every fiber of my being that I don’t wake up… but the truth is my truth and the reality is my reality. I’m just so tired of being miserable and being lonely and knowing that things are not going to get better and in actuality are only going to get worse.

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Starcrossed · 41-45, F

I'm so sorry you feel like that, it sounds awfulm

RunTheJulz · 46-50, F

@Starcrossed Thank you for your comment. It’s something that I would not wish upon my worst enemy but it’s just something that I struggle with and I will in all likelihood continue to struggle with until I am no more.

Starcrossed · 41-45, F

@RunTheJulz may you recieve support from friends and family until then.

RunTheJulz · 46-50, F

@Starcrossed I have appreciated you for being you for far longer than I can recall. Thank you for kind words.
In all honesty I was just thinking out loud I didn’t expect and I never fish for such supportive comments and compliments.