I’m realizing that it’s probably not…

…a good thing or a healthy thing to wish that whenever I do happen to fall asleep I really hope with every fiber of my being that I don’t wake up… but the truth is my truth and the reality is my reality. I’m just so tired of being miserable and being lonely and knowing that things are not going to get better and in actuality are only going to get worse.

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Galanr40 · 61-69, M

It's not a good feeling, but you are not alone in thinking that...

RunTheJulz · 46-50, F

@Galanr40 You don’t actually think I ever thought I was alone in this mindset?? Did you ?!

RunTheJulz · 46-50, F

@Galanr40 I’m sorry for sounding like an over pretentious mean person in my response to your reply. I apologize.

Galanr40 · 61-69, M

@RunTheJulz it's okay i totally understand, you don't need to apologize...

RunTheJulz · 46-50, F

@Galanr40 I just feel like I shot the messenger in the way that I responded and behaved with you when you were simply trying to help and you took the time to actually respond to me when you obviously didn’t have to. You didn’t deserve to be treated in the way that I treated you. No excuse whatsoever could justify my behavior.

Galanr40 · 61-69, M

@RunTheJulz Sent you a dm......it's okay i understand