I’m kinda scared.
I feel like a lot of things are happening quickly and I don’t know how to make them stop.
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twistedrope · 26-30, M
I didn't like that I wasn't able to deal with life as it came to me. I got rid of a lot of my possessions I kept for no purpose. I purchased what was functional and made my own workout regime that didn't need the gym.
Things still happen quickly but I choose whatever I do. I am usually in a place mentally where I can experience the issue and have the mental energy to think.
If I have no mental energy for anything :3 I clam up and close up watching a tv show or reading a book while calling a friend. Trying to work with no mental energy is curse.
Things still happen quickly but I choose whatever I do. I am usually in a place mentally where I can experience the issue and have the mental energy to think.
If I have no mental energy for anything :3 I clam up and close up watching a tv show or reading a book while calling a friend. Trying to work with no mental energy is curse.
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@twistedrope living can suck sometimes. sorry about that too. my life has it’s own challenges but i doubt I’ll ever be able to not be the victim of it.
https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/4341117-Whats-schizophrenia-and-mental-illness-like-for
https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/4341117-Whats-schizophrenia-and-mental-illness-like-for
twistedrope · 26-30, M
@DarkHeaven It's fine. I got defensive at my coping mechanisms being called easy. I suffer a few mental illnesses myself. My response was my treatment. I am sorry you suffer from this condition.
@twistedrope it’s okay. I got defensive, you got defensive back based on my not great at all reply. I understand. Good thing is, even defensive… neither of us was truly rude or mean. we both listened, and understood the other’s viewpoint. we need more of that in the world. happy holiday. be safe and be well.
Guardian · 56-60, M
@DarkHeaven do you HAVE to go back now?
Guardian · 56-60, M
@DarkHeaven please keep me posted
@fun4us2b I feel like I control very little.
foldedunfolding · 41-45, F
foldedunfolding · 41-45, F
@DarkHeaven c'mere, let me hold you
@foldedunfolding 🖤 🫂
@foldedunfolding ty 🦋🦋
Peaceandnamaste · 26-30, F
Peaceandnamaste · 26-30, F
@DarkHeaven thanks for the gift, thank you!
@Peaceandnamaste you have a place in my heart. I know we don’t exactly know each other like really well. But we’ve shared some common experiences… and I feel like we understand each other. 🖤
@Peaceandnamaste light and love.
MyNameIsHurl · 41-45, F
@MyNameIsHurl I don’t know. That’s a complicated question. I’m not unsafe… but I don’t think that I’m ok either.
MyNameIsHurl · 41-45, F
@DarkHeaven maybe put on some relaxing tunes
@MyNameIsHurl 🖤
TheLordOfHell · 41-45
TheLordOfHell · 41-45
@DarkHeaven Exactly. You aren't beaten yet. You are here talking to me, so that says a lot about your strength. I believe in you.
@TheLordOfHell ty 🖤
TheLordOfHell · 41-45
@DarkHeaven You're very welcome. Big love, sis ❤️
Spoiledbrat · F
@Spoiledbrat 🖤
BobbyMoeven · 51-55, M
@BobbyMoeven 🦋
Iwillwait · M
What's wrong? Why are you afraid you're losing control?
Iwillwait · M
@DarkHeaven What are you losing control over? How was last night different?
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@iamonfire696 a bit better. my wife has tomorrow off so we can talk to my psychiatrist about out patient or maybe inpatient. Having med issues.