My psych appointment is in 5 mins. I don’t know what’s going to happen, so I’m going hiatus. If I don’t come back, I’m okay. I’m most likely back in-patient for my own safety and healing. Please be kind to each other. It matters. DarkHeaven Nothingness A
For anyone that worries about me. I know I had a really rough night and possibly worried some people… but my wife took a vacation day and is with me until I see my psychiatrist as the crisis plan we put in place, says we should. I’m not actively in crisis rn, but ty any who worry and...See More »
I appreciate all of you that are so very kind to me here. I thought I was doing better today earlier, but it’s night now and I’m really not good at all, I’m a bit scared but if you can send my your light, love, or prayers. Whatever you got I’ll take. So many of you are special to me. I truly hope you know...See More »
People say, you look like you’re doing so good.If they only knew how hard I push to make it look like I’m not dying inside and white knuckling it through life. It’s not easy being here. Dead is easy.
Ask me anything…I’m not exactly promising anything, so don’t be a little bitch if I decide not to answer. 🦋
I’m clearly not wanting to think about the appt for me at the top of the hour. But these are cute. Maybe my wife can order them for me. 😊
Just a thought on Easter weekend…I always see things on Easter… from friends and others, that really make me sad. I get jokes but some seem very targeted and it gets to be a bit much. Mostly, I say nothing for two reasons. One, I don’t want to make people… especially friends, feel...See More »
Quiet On The Set made me sick to my stomach.How dare they have allowed this to happen to children. It’s shameful and criminal. I’m so sad.
I’m kinda scared. I feel like a lot of things are happening quickly and I don’t know how to make them stop.
You know you’ve reached next level nerd when your issue with Star Wars isn’t that your a TNG Trek purist…But more so the fact that it initially totally ripped of Frank Herbert’s Dune.
I’ve started only fans but I still don’t understand how this is gonna make me money. Maybe I’m not doing it right. 🤷♀️
If I’ve learned anything about life… It’s that sometimes you get what you want. Sometimes you get what you need. And sometimes you just get what you get. ✌️
Well, I woke up anyways. That’s about all I can say about that, I guess. To everyone here struggling today that needs this.
I’m kinda struggling with one of my unhealthy coping skills right now.If you have advice, I’d listen. Keep in mind I suffer from extremely bad mental illness.
I’m between manic, my Xanax kicking in, and a major depressive episode.So ask me anything and let’s see how this shit goes. Fuck, who knows. I might even answer.