I’m kinda scared.

@TheLordOfHell I’m better today. My wife took off Friday and we are going to talk to my psychiatrist about out patient or maybe inpatient. I’m having med issues.

@TheLordOfHell I don’t want to but I’ve been really off for a couple weeks now. I’ve just been hiding it from everybody.

@DarkHeaven I hope you can do it outpatient, so you can be with your wife. I'm sorry this is happening to youu

@DarkHeaven Ya could be time for a change or increase of meds for sure. Don't keep that a secret tho. I'm glad you let your wife know at least

@TheLordOfHell ty 🦋 from my experience, they’re gonna want impatient because I self harmed again, but I’m trying to stay hopeful.

@TheLordOfHell I didn’t really tell her. She caught me self harming after she had fallen asleep.

@DarkHeaven I'm so sorry. But I also understand. My version of self harming just manifests itself differently. I hope you can get the help you need. And please be very careful.

@TheLordOfHell 🌸

https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/4240986-trigger-warning-We-all-have-insecurities-We-all

@DarkHeaven Awe, I'm so glad she was able to see you for the lady you are inside. Scars aren't ugly to me. They tell a story. They're like a road map showing where we have been. You are one of the toughest ladies I know, even if you don't feel that way at times. And you have an awesome support system in your wife and parents. You will beat this monster this round, I am quite sure

@TheLordOfHell hope so. 🦋 #NotYet

https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/3086882-Not-yet-Not-yet-Some-times-I-dont-even-want-to

@DarkHeaven Exactly. You aren't beaten yet. You are here talking to me, so that says a lot about your strength. I believe in you.

@TheLordOfHell ty 🖤

@DarkHeaven You're very welcome. Big love, sis ❤️