I Have Random Thoughts

The loneliest feeling in the world is not being able to show anyone your truth because no one really cares. They want the funny outrageous me. The entertainment... The cheerleader...i uplift. But people ask how I am. If i tell the truth Im drama, depressing...a burden. No one cares to hear my story because then they might have to understand and I doubt most could.
Im just a human and a broken disaster of one.
Im always real. I just don't belong anywhere .

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Godislove · 26-30, F

I hear ya. It's difficult to find someone who cares to stay when you're yourself and even when you find people like that it can still be difficult to let down your guard.
Just yesterday I was on the phone with one of my brethren and I was having such a hard time, still am, and I almost hung up on her because I was about to start crying but she said she had to go before I did that. I just couldn't bring myself to know what would happen if I just let someone in.

Unlearn · 41-45, M

One can't escape the gravity of ones true self...

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Unlearn · 41-45, M

@SW-User some of the best conversations I have is with me...

SW-User

@Unlearn Understood. Lonely though

Unlearn · 41-45, M

@SW-User nah...with the world I act according to the situation I am in. I have realized that this world doesn't have much to offer. Most people value things I couldn't care about much...so I don't have that expectation to be understood.

Godislove · 26-30, F

Break my heart for what breaks yours is something I'd like to ask from God... and my heart is breaking at the sight of all his lost, lonely, sheep, and at the knowledge of who and what pulls these sheep of God's out of safety. But only for a time. God will not let a single one of His sheep stray forever.

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