I Have Random Thoughts

The loneliest feeling in the world is not being able to show anyone your truth because no one really cares. They want the funny outrageous me. The entertainment... The cheerleader...i uplift. But people ask how I am. If i tell the truth Im drama, depressing...a burden. No one cares to hear my story because then they might have to understand and I doubt most could.
Im just a human and a broken disaster of one.
Im always real. I just don't belong anywhere .

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Godislove · 26-30, F

Break my heart for what breaks yours is something I'd like to ask from God... and my heart is breaking at the sight of all his lost, lonely, sheep, and at the knowledge of who and what pulls these sheep of God's out of safety. But only for a time. God will not let a single one of His sheep stray forever.