I Have Random Thoughts

The loneliest feeling in the world is not being able to show anyone your truth because no one really cares. They want the funny outrageous me. The entertainment... The cheerleader...i uplift. But people ask how I am. If i tell the truth Im drama, depressing...a burden. No one cares to hear my story because then they might have to understand and I doubt most could.
Im just a human and a broken disaster of one.
Im always real. I just don't belong anywhere .

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Unlearn · 41-45, M

One can't escape the gravity of ones true self...

SW-User

@Unlearn I dont want to escape me. I want to be understood.

Unlearn · 41-45, M

@SW-User some of the best conversations I have is with me...

SW-User

@Unlearn Understood. Lonely though

Unlearn · 41-45, M

@SW-User nah...with the world I act according to the situation I am in. I have realized that this world doesn't have much to offer. Most people value things I couldn't care about much...so I don't have that expectation to be understood.