Maybe as your username suggests, you've been rejected and rejecting a lot?

I've been working with my rejections for a long looong time. Allowing myself to be rejected, allowing the freedom to others to be themselves and reject me if they need to, without me sitting in the back and mourning the relationship.

And also, allowing myself to say No and still feel loving feelings for the other person. Like, rejection doesn't mean ceasing of love.

I am still on my way to doing the work.
It is not easy because all we want in the end is to be loved. But we need to remember, love has to come from a place of freedom. I am finding that the more genuine I become with this, the more loving relationships I attract.

It's both a blessing and a curse, but I have a compelling desire, almost a need, to understand things that impact my life.

It's good, in a way, because I make my living solving problems for people, where understanding their problem at a deep level is essential.

It's also difficult, because I feel that same desire to reach a similar depth of understanding of things that cannot readily be understood, or where there just isn't enough information, and that kind of makes me crazy. Things like "What is it about such-and-such a piece of music that I love so much", "Why is looking up at a brilliant star-filled sky so captivating?" or "What on earth is going on in her mind?"

Now that I write this, I'm not even sure it's my worst trait. Several more come to mind. But I'll let it go at that -- I've beaten myself up enough for one morning... :-)

The worst thing about being me is that I've spent most of my life dying rather than living, not in the literal sense but mentally, spiritually and emotionally. Then my physical health went into decline too. Without medication I couldn't get through a single day.

My worst trait is that I'm self destructive when pushed into certain corners.

I don't connect well with others. I've often felt like I exist inside a membrane of some sort. I can see and hear others but we can never really touch. My wife is the only one to ever really get inside that bubble.

Feeling the need to respond to everyone's posted questions... thinking they may enjoy my comedic responses.... it is probably my worst trait but likely bothers others more than myself.
With that said, I have decided to control that urge right after making this post...I promise.... again

That it's very very difficult for me to walk away from people once I care about them, even if they don't care about me I remain waiting . Kinda like emotional dependance. I rarely get close to most people but once it happens I hate that..

This is not something I want to dwell on. I think about negative things about myself often enough without going out of my way to do it. Instead I try to think about areas where I should try to do better, and how. Only a slight difference but just a little more hopeful.

I have a tendency to 'pile on' when I am right. Being correct and just letting it go is never satisfying enough.

Physically my body holds me back. It fights itself no matter how healthy I try to be.

Otherwise, I'm just an unlikable person. Some people see me through my flaws, most people think I'm garbage.

I don't let it stop me

I’ve had my vices but i’m working on losing them 😒

I overthink and second guess myself too much

People pleasing has been a big one for me

Being awesome 🕺

I can be annoyingly indecisive at times.

Too emotional, it can be a blessing but also a curse.

Too emotional and soft hearted

Over-Thinking

Over analyzing.

Being genuine and sincere, people no longer can handle it.

The severe psychopathy.

When confronted and some one starts a fight. I fight to win, and I hurt them. But so be it😁💪