I know, I know it's weak, but I wish someone would stand beside me while I told him to get lost forever...

Needing help is never wrong. Everyone needs help in life. My advice, without knowing the backstory, would be to think of all of the good reasons to move in a separate direction and what created that need. Anytime there are doubts that have brought you to this point means those doubts are well-founded. Don't look back and don't worry about having a tough road ahead. Most of the time, the difficult road we choose to stay on because of fearing the unknown, only gets rougher, never better.
Take a U-turn and commit to it.
Life will get better. I have travelled that same road and now the bumps have become smooth.
You've got this!!

It IS okay to need help, absolutely. Humans are meant to be there for one another.

Omg. I know these things can be hit and miss but I really want you to call a woman's shelter and tell them this. You need to be in touch with someone who can help you through.

It can take so many times and so many tries and so much strength to leave your abuser.

But you can do it. Don't be hard on yourself if you fall back to him, but keep yourself safe, always.

And know he is wearing you down. God I wish I could be there to help you. I would stand beside you absolutely

It’s hard to always be smart and logical when you’re blinded by someone or especially the idea of them.
It’s always okay to need help and to ask for it, much better than keeping quiet and acting like you’re okay.
How do you feel he’s damaging you?..

You're wrong.
There's nothing at all weak about needing help. The strongest people I know, physically and emotionally, have all needed help. Still do.
You are a smart person. A very smart person. And like the strongest people even the smartest of us need help.
We are here for you.

I’d be willing to stand beside you for support. Even go as far as the protective “hillbilly” with a shotgun. It’s no shame admitting you need help as the first step is admitting you have a problem. There is a support group here and we’re a DM away.

Since when? Everything people do is built on help. Keep bringing it up until you purge all there is to purge

I would be there standing beside you if i could. But i can check on you constantly and remind you that you deserve better

To make that decision and to let him know that you don’t want him around , makes you a strong woman ..

Needing help is a basic thing, reach out and be open about what is being gone through with others who aren't crazy.

It is 100% okay to need help if you need someone to talk to you can message me

I have a tarp... 🪏🙋🏻‍♂

It's not weak it takes strength to admit you need help