I know, I know it's weak, but I wish someone would stand beside me while I told him to get lost forever...

And check in on me and make sure I never speak to him again.

I just need help. I know it's not okay to need help, I should be smarter, but I think he's damaging my brain. I think I'm in very deep and I need help.

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Axelerator · 31-35, M

It’s hard to always be smart and logical when you’re blinded by someone or especially the idea of them.
It’s always okay to need help and to ask for it, much better than keeping quiet and acting like you’re okay.
How do you feel he’s damaging you?..

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@Axelerator because I can't get away from him. He's hurt my self worth and makes me believe he's the best I can get. The rollercoaster is exhausting and stressful to the point of my hair falling out and having constant nightmares.

Axelerator · 31-35, M

@ScreamingFox I’m sorry to say but that’s a person you don’t need or want in your life. Your partner should support you and help you, not manipulate you to the point where your health gets worse
You can do so much better than someone like that,