I know, I know it's weak, but I wish someone would stand beside me while I told him to get lost forever...

And check in on me and make sure I never speak to him again.

I just need help. I know it's not okay to need help, I should be smarter, but I think he's damaging my brain. I think I'm in very deep and I need help.

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caccoon · 36-40

It IS okay to need help, absolutely. Humans are meant to be there for one another.

Omg. I know these things can be hit and miss but I really want you to call a woman's shelter and tell them this. You need to be in touch with someone who can help you through.

It can take so many times and so many tries and so much strength to leave your abuser.

But you can do it. Don't be hard on yourself if you fall back to him, but keep yourself safe, always.

And know he is wearing you down. God I wish I could be there to help you. I would stand beside you absolutely

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@caccoon that is a great idea, I really need to tell someone. I told my therapist but I think she's trying to be neutral which I understand. I feel extremely worn down girl so much of my hair has fallen out 😭 I can't do this anymore.

caccoon · 36-40

@ScreamingFox omg 😔😔

Yes definitely you need to talk to someone who understands, and I'm sure a women's shelter could get you in touch with someone.

Talking to us on here helps too, so keep reaching out. It is not an easy process and it's important to be gentle with yourself if you do end up going back to him.

It truly is addictive and it's a scary thing to be in. Hugs 💙💙💙