I really don’t know when and how it happened
But I seem to have become quite socially awkward, I never used to be this way, but now I have to have some alcohol (apart from when I’m at church etc) and have to be pushed into going out. Maybe it’s just because as I’ve got older and gone out more, more negative stuff has happened (getting drunk and doing something embarrassing, getting scared of rowdy people, falling etc.)
I don’t know. 🫤😳🥺
I don’t know. 🫤😳🥺