I really don’t know when and how it happened

But I seem to have become quite socially awkward, I never used to be this way, but now I have to have some alcohol (apart from when I’m at church etc) and have to be pushed into going out. Maybe it’s just because as I’ve got older and gone out more, more negative stuff has happened (getting drunk and doing something embarrassing, getting scared of rowdy people, falling etc.)
I don’t know. 🫤😳🥺

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Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

Going out as in clubbing?

Strongtea · 22-25, M

Not clubbing as such, but I do find that a bit nerve wracking, I suppose it’s more when I have to talk to people, I always worry I’ll have nothing to say. It’s more around other boys, I seem to get on with girls more.@Queendragonfly

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

@Strongtea Wait. Boys talk?

Isn't the guy convos super short and shallow like

Guy 1: You hit up that girl?

Guy 2: yeah

Guy 3. Was it nice ?

Guy 4. Did you fuck?

Guy 2: yep

Guys: NIIIIICE

Change of subject

Guy 1: How was wotk?
Guy 2,3,4: okay. Tired as usual.
Guy 1: Sucker's. I was promoted.
Guy 2,3,4: You slept with your boss?
Guy 1: Third' time yesterday.
Guy 2,3,4: Niiiiiice

Change of subject

Guy 3: You going to the game next weekend?
Guy 1,2: Can't. Promised wife and kids to stay home.
Guy 3: Suckers
Guy 4: Yeah I'm going.
Guy 3: NIIIIICE

Strongtea · 22-25, M

Haha! But yes it is a bit like that and I find it hard to deal with. But at the same time I don’t think I’m the deepest of thinkers (or I find it hard to translate my deepness into conversations.) @Queendragonfly