I broke down and took my first Zoloft today 😞

@Montanaman thank you 🙏

@DisarrayedNightshade Always 👍🤗🤗

@Notsimilarreally in the process. Looking for new housing

@Notsimilarreally he’s a classic text book narcissist.

I had an allergic reaction and had to stop taking it now I’m scared to try anything else. I don’t do medication I’m a naturalist I was trying antidepressants out of desperation.

@metaldog thanks for sharing

@DisarrayedNightshade I think the odds are in your favor.

@uncalled4 thank you I really hope so. But not having someone to love and support me along the way is pretty difficult.

@DisarrayedNightshade I went through a divorce during my ordeal. I had little of a support system. That means you can do it no matter what.

@OlderSometimesWiser i’m trying to have high hopes and confidence that this medication will work for me. From what I’ve read and been told Zoloft is very helpful for OCD anxiety. I plan on contacting the psychiatrist who prescribed it for me tomorrow and let her know I’m going to try the medication. I know she will want to schedule an appointment with me to see how I am responding to it within the next few weeks. I’m really hoping that I can get into therapy soon but not holding my breath on that one. I’ve been on a waiting list for six months.

@DisarrayedNightshade Just keep moving forward. Baby steps. You’ll get there. 🙂

@SJones48 yea but I’m figuring out what to do

@DisarrayedNightshade I’m here if you need to talk or vent about anything

@SJones48 thank you I really appreciate that 🙏

@robertsnj thank you for reaching out and showing compassion. I’m still not feeling the best. He doesn’t believe in pharmaceuticals. He has a pretty weird obscure view on mental health. Thanks it’s all trauma based. And it can be healed with things like meditation and psychedelics. The hippie dippy new wave shit. And I’ve tried alternative healing. Microdoseing. But it doesn’t help. And when I get into manic states things like meditation don’t help. And I try to explain these things to him and he won’t listen to me. He says it’s a bullshit cop at excuse and I’m just not trying hard enough and I’m not putting in the work or this and that. I’ve been to multiple therapists. Multiple doctors. And I’ve been prescribed medication. I don’t really know what else to do. And he says I’m not doing anything to better myself.

@robertsnj sadly I’m pretty alone. I don’t have any family. Mom‘s dead. Never met my dad. Don’t really have any buddy. I have a couple of friends that I talk to for support sometimes and I have a cat, that’s about it.

@JadedJekyll thank you so much for offering support and reaching out. I’m sorry I’m just now seeing this response. Haven’t been online very much. You are such a dear sweet friend thank you 🥹💖

@DisarrayedNightshade Don't apologize! I'm just glad to know you're okay! 💙