I feel insecure.

@littlepuppywantanewlife Actually I feel so bad that I gave up on finding anybody else!

@Sherryblue27 don't give up. Just start with friendship and take opinions like that.

@Fairydust Thank you for your kind comment

@in10RjFox Wow, you explained very well. First of all, thank you for replying. I actually tried what you said but somehow it didn’t work. I don’t know what’s the problem, every road I go, I get to a dead end. I’m just thinking maybe there is something repelling about me.
I study microbiology btw.

@Sherryblue27 It's all your mindset. We have nobody in life that we can resort to when we fall. So we have to gather ourselves and move on, whenever we fall. There is no such thing as dead-end as we can take a detour anytime. I was too in the same situation as yours at your age. In fact worse, as I am a guy. You can imagine how it would be. No girls would approach me and my work too was backend office work. It was online that changed my outlook.

So just chop down as many rather than waiting for pursuing one. Wait state is what is detrimental, as we lose time and our age keeps going and our market value goes down.

Don't discuss relationship or marriage... just expand your circle, without relying on anyone in particular.

@in10RjFox Thank you so much for sharing and guidance. I really appreciate it. I do my best, I try at least

@darkknightt It’s just the guys, in my personal life I also had bad days all the time. I got hurt badly and my biggest desire was to bw loved by him and it didn’t happen. There is nothing else to grasp

@PoetryNEmotion This was really heart warming, thank you for your advice ❤

@Fertilization I just feel empty ... I don't like myself anymore

@littlepuppywantanewlife Apparently I am not very good at reading people and finding out about their intentions

@Sherryblue27 it's true sometimes it's hard to find out what they really want

@littlepuppywantanewlife Exactly!

@Ferric67 thanks for paying attention

@JSmith75 Or maybe me?! I really don't know

@eMortal I did it, more than a month! But it doesn’t go away. Just hurting me once in a while especially when I think I’ve moved on

@Sherryblue27 That's normal. Just keep doing it.
As for the recent break up, don't worry about it. He was probably insecure. About yourself though, one thing I've seen is that as a man I don't care about the type of car a woman drives, whether she bought a house or has a PhD. I care a woman's attitude towards me, her physically attributes, sex. The emotional connection comes later. 😉

@eMortal you’re right. I keep trying. Thanks for your advice

@being Thank you so much

@Sherryblue27 honestly you probably need to quit dating the self entitled geeks and find you a roughneck. Because only roughneck men know how to keep it real these days

@KingofBones1 it is really sad, i’m sorry. I hope you find the right girl who appreciates you in a way you really deserve