I feel like I am owed

and I can't shake the feeling.
I feel like the universe owes me big time. and i just feel ignored
and I feel like things shouldn't be this way.
that everything we are living right now is a waste of energy that will come to nothing.

I don't think God can see us.
and we don't matter because "it's not about us". Our small little lives aren't the big picture, so nobody is really watching
Don't ask me what the big picuture is...I don't think I have a ticket to that particular theatre

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Morvoren · F

Why are you owed? What’s special about you?

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Vengabus · 36-40

Tell you what? I’ll write a book. And it’ll have to have sequels. @Morvoren

Morvoren · F

@Vengabus You sounded like you to talk about, but I guess not

Vengabus · 36-40

It’s too much of an open ended question.I can’t write about my whole life rn. I just need this never ending lesson to be over. Bc that’s what life feels like…
It’s like there’s no end state. It just keeps going, and revealing more and more pain and disappointment. @Morvoren

Sojournersoul · M

I don’t feel like I am owed anything.

Vengabus · 36-40

Then you must have everything you need @Sojournersoul

Sojournersoul · M

@Vengabus I have everything I need but it was not owe to me, I earned it.

Vengabus · 36-40

If you’d worked and gotten nothing…then you’d be owed. Wouldn’t you.@Sojournersoul

AccursedAlexander3 · 31-35, M

Aren’t you supposed to seek God?

Vengabus · 36-40

Yes you’re right. I suppose I forgot all this is about getting to know God and that he is love and that getting to know God isn’t something that he can just magic in to your brain in an instant because that’s not how love works. @AccursedAlexander3

Auggie · M

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