I don't get it.

Have you gotten a medical exam to make sure you don't have a thyroid problem? If not, then accept the reality that your genes dictate a bigger body size and despite Hollywood's and TV's fixation on the skinny, the only perfect is feeling good about yourself. Continue a healthy diet and exercise program, but accept the best you is inside you not what you see in the mirror, and that those who cannot accept that are shallow.

Nobody at all is perfect nor has a perfect life that is not attainable.
Everybody in this world has had set backs.
You only see a little bit of other people's world.
If you lose all the weight you may be a bit happier and you might feel a little bit better, but you're still going to experience ups and downs of this life like everyone else.

Those who try to make us think their life is perfect ,the ones that go out of their way to do so, are probably the most unhappy people in the world.

Don't starve eat healthy foods in reasonable amounts and burn calories doing things.. walking is #1 but there are other workouts as well..

What's ur height age and weight