I don't get it.

Have you gotten a medical exam to make sure you don't have a thyroid problem? If not, then accept the reality that your genes dictate a bigger body size and despite Hollywood's and TV's fixation on the skinny, the only perfect is feeling good about yourself. Continue a healthy diet and exercise program, but accept the best you is inside you not what you see in the mirror, and that those who cannot accept that are shallow.

Get a check up at your doctor. Then join a gym. Join a group to support your weight loss. You are young. Are you eating more calories than you are burning off? These are just a few questions to get you started. And stop comparing yourself to everyone.

You have gotten yourself too worked up and doing things the wrong way. You didn't gain weight overnight, so you can't expect to lose it overnight. The more you scare the body by starving, the more it would rebound.

You first need to relax and start to modify your lifestyle. First reduce the quantity of food varieties of food and cut on sugar drinks. Gain knowledge about food and eat knowledgeably. Try intermittent eating rather than fasting, giving more time for your digestive system to process the food.

Find a companion instead of doing things alone. Distract your mind to things other than weight.

Nobody at all is perfect nor has a perfect life that is not attainable.
Everybody in this world has had set backs.
You only see a little bit of other people's world.
If you lose all the weight you may be a bit happier and you might feel a little bit better, but you're still going to experience ups and downs of this life like everyone else.

Those who try to make us think their life is perfect ,the ones that go out of their way to do so, are probably the most unhappy people in the world.

Don't starve eat healthy foods in reasonable amounts and burn calories doing things.. walking is #1 but there are other workouts as well..

What's ur height age and weight