I don't get it.

I try so hard. I diet, I starve myself, I work so hard and its never enough. Everyone else gets the life I want with no problem, everyone else gets to be perfect but me. They dont even have to work for it. I try to be good, I swear I do. I just feel horrible, like I'm drowning but the only thing keeping me down in the water is myself. If I lose the weight I know I'll be happier so why can't I? Why is my body taunting me? When will it end? I need to stop. Please let me stop.

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in10RjFox · M

You have gotten yourself too worked up and doing things the wrong way. You didn't gain weight overnight, so you can't expect to lose it overnight. The more you scare the body by starving, the more it would rebound.

You first need to relax and start to modify your lifestyle. First reduce the quantity of food varieties of food and cut on sugar drinks. Gain knowledge about food and eat knowledgeably. Try intermittent eating rather than fasting, giving more time for your digestive system to process the food.

Find a companion instead of doing things alone. Distract your mind to things other than weight.