I don't get it.

I try so hard. I diet, I starve myself, I work so hard and its never enough. Everyone else gets the life I want with no problem, everyone else gets to be perfect but me. They dont even have to work for it. I try to be good, I swear I do. I just feel horrible, like I'm drowning but the only thing keeping me down in the water is myself. If I lose the weight I know I'll be happier so why can't I? Why is my body taunting me? When will it end? I need to stop. Please let me stop.

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Justmeraeagain · 56-60, F

Nobody at all is perfect nor has a perfect life that is not attainable.
Everybody in this world has had set backs.
You only see a little bit of other people's world.
If you lose all the weight you may be a bit happier and you might feel a little bit better, but you're still going to experience ups and downs of this life like everyone else.

Those who try to make us think their life is perfect ,the ones that go out of their way to do so, are probably the most unhappy people in the world.