I hate my life

I tried taking my life when I was 5 by forcing myself to not breath, but I stopped myself when I just had the worst mental breakdown. (The mental breakdown continued for 8 hours) Now I have no real friends, even if they may be nice to everyone else but I already know they hate me and they just won't admit it. No one understands me, no one ever will. When I was about 12, I had a partner but, the second I gave him my heart, he broke it, burned it right in front of my face. Not even my parents know what's happening.

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Budwick · 70-79, M

wELL, GOLLY WHIZ - thanks for dropping your bag of shit at our door step, cuz all our lives are perfect, sunshine 24/7 = loving friends and families all the time - no troubles, cuz everything is free

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

@Budwick He's just expressing how it feels, ever heard of depression?

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

As someone who has struggled mentally and currently have depression and anxiety disorders I wanna let you know that you are not alone.

When I was a child I took a knife and hid in a storage room on the attic and wanted to kill myself. Just like you I felt that I had no one. No one was hi understood me or how I felt. But I was wrong. People like you exist, among many others who suffers from suicide thoughts, anxiety, depression or other mental illnesses.

We're never alone but our brains make us think we are.

Riemann · 31-35, M

Keep progressing.

Carazaa · F

✨💛 ✨You can make your life better. One day at a time. I will pray for you. You can ask Jesus for help, he will help you!

4meAndyou · F

So fix yourself. For starters, pull your head out of your own rear end...constant obsession over yourself and your own negative feelings is very unhealthy. Apparently you don't think about other people or helping them at all...and that could actually help YOU.

Go see a therapist.

Detrimentalpineapple · 22-25, F

It's not when others dont understand, it's when others don't care.

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