I hate my life

I tried taking my life when I was 5 by forcing myself to not breath, but I stopped myself when I just had the worst mental breakdown. (The mental breakdown continued for 8 hours) Now I have no real friends, even if they may be nice to everyone else but I already know they hate me and they just won't admit it. No one understands me, no one ever will. When I was about 12, I had a partner but, the second I gave him my heart, he broke it, burned it right in front of my face. Not even my parents know what's happening.

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Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

As someone who has struggled mentally and currently have depression and anxiety disorders I wanna let you know that you are not alone.

When I was a child I took a knife and hid in a storage room on the attic and wanted to kill myself. Just like you I felt that I had no one. No one was hi understood me or how I felt. But I was wrong. People like you exist, among many others who suffers from suicide thoughts, anxiety, depression or other mental illnesses.

We're never alone but our brains make us think we are.