I hate my life

I tried taking my life when I was 5 by forcing myself to not breath, but I stopped myself when I just had the worst mental breakdown. (The mental breakdown continued for 8 hours) Now I have no real friends, even if they may be nice to everyone else but I already know they hate me and they just won't admit it. No one understands me, no one ever will. When I was about 12, I had a partner but, the second I gave him my heart, he broke it, burned it right in front of my face. Not even my parents know what's happening.

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4meAndyou · F

So fix yourself. For starters, pull your head out of your own rear end...constant obsession over yourself and your own negative feelings is very unhealthy. Apparently you don't think about other people or helping them at all...and that could actually help YOU.

Go see a therapist.