This is silly

I don't know what to do with my life anymore, school is so hard it's making me so stressed plus my family problems, sometimes I just wanna close my eyes and never wake up again. What did I do to deserve this? Does God really hate me that much? I want to be loved, I want someone to tell me that they love me, I want to be hugged, I want to cry on someone shoulder and vent out every problems I have. I don't want to cry infront of them because it makes me look weak. You took all my savings and tell me it's my fault? I know you raised me, took care of me. But it's my savings. I'm trying so hard please just love me.

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calicuz · 56-60, M

My mother was the same way with money. I'd save my birthday money, but as soon as pops was laid off, she'd say they needed it to pay bills. She would obsess about how much money us kids had in our savings, after we were grown adults, even to the point of looking for our check books in our rooms.
All I can suggest is to move out and get out there on your own. I lived at home for too long and should have left sooner. I became a better man after having moved out.

Random0ne · 22-25

@calicuz My guardian is my older sister and her husband, we have a 21 year age gap. I was thinking of moving in with my father after my school ends, and I want to take care of my father because he's constantly working and providing us money, I want to show him that I appreciate the work he has done..

calicuz · 56-60, M

@Random0ne

that sounds like a great idea.

Flowerz · 36-40, F

Your hard times will make you stronger. Don't worry so much, it just has to get better.

4meAndyou · F

Poor kid. You are really winding yourself up, aren't you? *HUGS*

School is always a terribly hard time. I still remember my school days...and I remember exactly how I felt when I couldn't balance my personal life, the demands of my family, and the heavy requirements of school.

Try, if you can, to live in this ONE moment. Do what you have to do for school, but wall off the past in your own mind. Keep busy.

Do not dwell on this injustice...because one day you will have wealth and prosperity. I KNOW it. Move on without rancor, and be ONLY in the now.

God could NEVER hate you, because you are His beloved child. Remember that the LOVE God feels for you is ALWAYS there...and He will ALWAYS take care of you and watch over you.

Random0ne · 22-25

@4meAndyou This made me tear up a bit... Thank you very much for making me feel better!

4meAndyou · F

@Random0ne You ARE loved. Remember to live in the moment...stay busy...try not to think, unless it is about school work, and above all...stay BUSY! God will cradle your bruised spirit in His arms, and will love you as only the BEST loving Father can.

Thevy29 · 41-45, M

There are 8 billion humans on the planet not to mention untold numbers of animals. Don't sit around waiting for God. His busy. Besides he gave us everything we need. And his angels are amongst us. They're called dogs. Get one. You'll be better for it.

thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M

I can only answer, he doesn't hate you. I won't answer the rest, but I'll remind you to hold your savings for when you need them?

Random0ne · 22-25

@thewindupbirdchronicles I will make sure to hide them next time, thank you! Whenever they ask me for money it's just so hard to say no to them.

inhshm · 22-25, F

i feel you 🥲

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