This is silly

I don't know what to do with my life anymore, school is so hard it's making me so stressed plus my family problems, sometimes I just wanna close my eyes and never wake up again. What did I do to deserve this? Does God really hate me that much? I want to be loved, I want someone to tell me that they love me, I want to be hugged, I want to cry on someone shoulder and vent out every problems I have. I don't want to cry infront of them because it makes me look weak. You took all my savings and tell me it's my fault? I know you raised me, took care of me. But it's my savings. I'm trying so hard please just love me.

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calicuz · 56-60, M

My mother was the same way with money. I'd save my birthday money, but as soon as pops was laid off, she'd say they needed it to pay bills. She would obsess about how much money us kids had in our savings, after we were grown adults, even to the point of looking for our check books in our rooms.
All I can suggest is to move out and get out there on your own. I lived at home for too long and should have left sooner. I became a better man after having moved out.

Random0ne · 22-25

@calicuz My guardian is my older sister and her husband, we have a 21 year age gap. I was thinking of moving in with my father after my school ends, and I want to take care of my father because he's constantly working and providing us money, I want to show him that I appreciate the work he has done..

calicuz · 56-60, M

@Random0ne

that sounds like a great idea.