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Is there something about your life that makes you really angry?

Either a regret or an experience etc...

I was thinking today of how MUCH my life has been based in terror or fear. Years of sadistic and narcissistic abuse as a kid, so those blueprints that I'm somehow less and have no rights, are still engrained. I get REALLY mad now, seeing everyone living their best lives, traveling, getting jobs, finding love...and I've wasted my life in fear that I'm not enough. Yes I'm working on these issues but it's very hard to suddenly just believe in goodness for yourself when your whole being was made in a hellish parasite.
Ill be working even harder to change this around, because who knows how long we ever have left in this short time on earth 😟💜
Baybreeze
41-45, F
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ScreamingFox · 41-45, F
The man my mom marriage. I unfortunately will hate him for the rest of my life. He destroyed my mother, manipulated her, and took what should of been my son's. He lied in the most hurtful of ways. He alienated me. He stole from me. But most of all he took my mother away from me too soon. Then he moved on to his next victim.
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ScreamingFox · 41-45, F
@Baybreeze you're aware of it and know yourself better now, that's incredible steps forward. You will be able to stand up to her. Sometimes the only thing they hear is your silence too...

But yeah my mom didn't deserve that by any means. 5-6 years I think.

Sometimes people seem so sick you feel like even if you treated them how they treat you they wouldn't notice anything.

Distance ended up being what finally healed me. I left it all behind and grew my world.
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Cigarguys · 41-45, C
My childhood
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MayorOfCrushtown · M
its never too late to turn the ship, you can overcome your fear.
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Baybreeze · 41-45, F
@MayorOfCrushtown Thank you...it's been very hard but I'm keeping at it. I'm tired of living small.
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GoFish ·
there used to be but i avoid such people now
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Gibbon · 70-79, M
Not really. The only thing I'm angry about is losing Vickie far too early. Life gave me a gift then took her away.
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uncalled4 · 56-60, M
The fucking job market.
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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F
I can relate to what you are saying everyone has normal lives and you have trauma sitting in a dark corner filling every room no matter what the situation is, you can be happy for a moment but its short lived. Because its always there.
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Gibbon · 70-79, M
Don't let life pass you by dwelling on the past.
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Baybreeze · 41-45, F
@Gibbon The past is unfortunately my present.. extreme trauma does not just go away , even people without trauma, their own past (say, love and loss and experiences) affects how they live and act today. I wouldn't say I'm dwelling, I'm trying to attack this PTSD, and alleviate it. It's like trauma in a solider, their life has that past living in them - it takes so much work to over come it, but I know it's the only way to joy.
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Gibbon · 70-79, M
@Baybreeze you understand what the trouble is that is very important.
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SleepingWithGhosts · 46-50, M
Not really. There are things in my life that I wish I had done differently, but I'm not angry about it. I don't get angry very often at all, as a matter of fact.
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Musicman · 61-69, M
Angry, no.
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0uijaFinger
No.
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