Is there something about your life that makes you really angry?
Either a regret or an experience etc...
I was thinking today of how MUCH my life has been based in terror or fear. Years of sadistic and narcissistic abuse as a kid, so those blueprints that I'm somehow less and have no rights, are still engrained. I get REALLY mad now, seeing everyone living their best lives, traveling, getting jobs, finding love...and I've wasted my life in fear that I'm not enough. Yes I'm working on these issues but it's very hard to suddenly just believe in goodness for yourself when your whole being was made in a hellish parasite.
Ill be working even harder to change this around, because who knows how long we ever have left in this short time on earth 😟💜
I was thinking today of how MUCH my life has been based in terror or fear. Years of sadistic and narcissistic abuse as a kid, so those blueprints that I'm somehow less and have no rights, are still engrained. I get REALLY mad now, seeing everyone living their best lives, traveling, getting jobs, finding love...and I've wasted my life in fear that I'm not enough. Yes I'm working on these issues but it's very hard to suddenly just believe in goodness for yourself when your whole being was made in a hellish parasite.
Ill be working even harder to change this around, because who knows how long we ever have left in this short time on earth 😟💜
