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First day in ten I have not drank myself to sleep

And I've successfully made it to the time of day I cannot access alcohol

I want a drink pretty badly haha 😑

But I really need to stop
SW-User
I'm happy for you, and I'm not trying to make you want to drink, but I just finished my thirteenth beer
caccoon · 36-40
@SW-User I could never drink that much XD

I just abstain from eating and then drink wine or high alcohol ciders and it goes pretty fast haha
SilkandLace2 · 46-50, M
@SW-User fooking right!!
SW-User
You can do this.
If it gets too much, draw my face on a cardboard and start poking it with pencils or something 😅
Kidding, you got this bro 👌
ChiefJustWalks · 26-30
You just made me want a beer 😂😅

But nah I feel you. Despite my username, I don't drink nearly as much as I used to. It used to be every day, any day, it didn't matter what I had to do the next day or what night it was. I just got tired of it tbh. & I have so much more energy, & my health has improved so much that I didn't even realize how heavy of an effect it had on me before. It's wild.
But you got this 👌 if you truly want it then that helps a lot
SW-User
I battled alcoholism!! It took me years to finally beat it!! If you want to stop you can do it! 🤗
SW-User
@caccoon anytime, if you need anything, you know where to find me!! ❤️
caccoon · 36-40
@SW-User You're sooo sweet. Thank you so much
SW-User
@caccoon anything for a friend!! 🤗❤️
AllelujahHaptism · 36-40, M
be careful with that though :(
AllelujahHaptism · 36-40, M
@caccoon for being a buzzkill for you though
you can talk to me anytime, if you need an added distraction
caccoon · 36-40
@AllelujahHaptism Thank you so much!!
AllelujahHaptism · 36-40, M
@caccoon if i could actually be of help though
CountScrofula · 41-45, M
Hang in there, some time spent clean is how you prevent a habit from becoming something you have absolutely no control over.
caccoon · 36-40
@CountScrofula Yeah and it is starting to feel that way, and everytime I go on one of these stints I start drinking earlier and earlier in the day and then I just feel like I need it to function
You can. You got this. I promise you you’re more then capable to have this pass
caccoon · 36-40
@Teggy Thank you so much! I know I can, too. It's just so much fun wtf
likesnatural · 70-79, M
Do stop. There is a better You without alcohol.
eyeno · M
Good for you, control it, not let it control you...,👍
Classified · M
You did good with resisting 🤗
Convivial · 26-30, F
Yes, you do... It's not the answer
deadgerbil · 26-30
Harmonium1923 · 51-55, M
Well done. 💜
TheLordOfHell · 41-45
Awe you are doing so good tho!
TheLordOfHell · 41-45
@caccoon Excellent! And if shit gets rough, reach out to someone. Family, a IRL friend, one of us here.
caccoon · 36-40
@TheLordOfHell Thank you! It just doesn't even feel like a problem because it's something I love doing XD

But I do hate the guilty feelings and that kinda shitttt
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tenente · 100+, M
heavy drinker here. here's something that worked for me:

Disassociation

I created a character. I called him, 'Raging tenente'

It sounds really really stupid but really worked.

I would want to drink, to forget and feel nothing. And then I would think about 'Raging tenente' and how I would be sick the next morning, tired and depressed and trying to remember what i did last night.

Wow (I thought) 'Raging tenente' sounds like an ass lol.

No, i won't be 'Raging tenente' tonight.

it helped curb my binge drinking. Curb, not end. I'm getting there (it's a process lol)

One more insight: if i did become 'Raging tenente' : I wouldn't beat myself up the next day. Yes, I felt like shit and felt guilty, but I would forgive myself so I could move on - and try to be better. And thats ok, because no one is keeping score except you. And it's you that matters, no one else. be a little better every day, and a year from now - it will make all the difference.

hope you find comfort soon
caccoon · 36-40
@tenente Thank you soooo so so much. I sorta giggled at "Raging tenente" haha. Maybe that is what I will call my alter ego, too.

I really, truly appreciate this. I will think of this and I think it will help me

I wish you luck with your journey with it as well! <3

Also fuuuck, I clicked the thumbs up reaction initially and that was an accident!
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
The first step is a day 💗

 
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