It's good to write feelings down hereThe church team treats me like a disposable rag. The relationship is semi dead...i don't need pity love. Asked a hundred times what is in your hearts heart but your actions do one thing. Your words do another
Can't sever the loose end..Broken up for a while now, but found out my ex is still on my Netflix account and twice now I've tried to cancel it and she reactivated it. I know I could just sign out of all devices but I don't know what emotion is holding out on me. I know for a...See More »
How can I have a good life and be so unhappy.Why am I not using my life. What am I not happy. I feel like God will take away my life because I’m not using it.
All Good Things Must Come To An End….At least temporarily. We are forecast to get 2-4 inches of snow on Sunday here in central Oklahoma after having two nice weeks of spring-like weather. Good weekend to bake and make soup or chili I guess. Gonna feed the birds so they will survive...See More »
In the endIn the end I cared and it was then taken away. Such is the life in this game of chance and luck. To persist is to keep pushing and not give up on finding true love. Don’t give up the game as there’s still a lot to play for.
I drive everyone away in the endThere isn't a point to this. I'm just wallowing in what once was. Sorry, I'll go.
New year's Eve 🎇🎉Year is about to end! So throughout the day I tried to rest and didn't go to work. I had flash back about my young or teenage life and recollected how stupid I was and how many mistakes I made. Anyways people whom are going to kiss at mid night?...See More »
Slowly on the mend, but surely wish it fasterAh i can breath today.. So far i have woke up, showered and gotten 2 loads of laundry done...now to shop for much needed items at walmart. I think im feeling better , we shall see how the rest of today's gonna go...
Best remedy for bum burn after huge terd of constipation...I ate chillie. Burnt going down. Farting like a duck on razor blades. Bum sore as a pig whistle on a bbq grill. How do i relieve pain and burn? I hate anything in or near bottoms up
The blame is on me.In the end, fate and timing, do not just happen out of coincidence. They are products of earnest, simple choices that make up miraculous moments. I should’ve had more courage. It wasn’t the timing that was bad… but the countless times I...See More »