I Listen to My Heart I'm alive. and on days like this, that is just enough. Being around judgmental and negative people, i was becoming like them..but i don't have to become like them. I don't have to become anything. I don't need to become anything. I'm alive and that's...See More »
Can you regulate your emotions? Or do they usually drown you?If so, how do you regulate your emotions?
I Need My Alone TimeI don't know what i keep feeling. This nagging feeling doesn't go away. Tired of life again. I just need to get away from everything.
I Love Poetry"The art of losing isn’t hard to master; so many things seem filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster. Lose something every day. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent. The art of losing isn’t hard...See More »
I Dont Understand PeopleI do understand how and why they do and say what they say. But what I dont understand is why they would still be that way! And make a huge issue out of nothing. What do they get from blaming others? Why do they become so defensive when someone points...See More »
I Love Words"The flowers swim like fish made of light upon the dark, green waters. I hold a stalk in my hand. I am the stalk. My roots go down to the depths of the world, through earth dry with brick, and damp earth, through veins of lead and silver. I am all...See More »
I Love Poetry"Choose love. Choose love. Without this beautiful love, life is nothing but a burden." ~ Rumi.
I Prayi'm empty.. exhausted.. nothing.. i feel like i gave everything away to everyone.. won't you fill me with your love again? i need your love again.. i can't feel anything except this emptiness, this exhaustion.. won't you renew this tired and worn...See More »
I Find Psychology Interesting"As with almost everything else in life, you learn about relationships through experience. And since your first serious relationship began as an infant with your caretakers, that is where you began learning about relationships. Children are...See More »
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsSleep and sleeplessness keep altering, like phases of the moon. They say life must go on. Why must life go on? Atleast not tonight. Atleast tonight, i want life to stop, i want to sit at the bottom of this well and wallow in this sorrow that is...See More »
I Love Poems"nobody can save you but yourself. you will be put again and again into nearly impossible situations. they will attempt again and again through subterfuge, guise and force to make you submit, quit and/or die quietly inside. nobody can save you but...See More »
I Like Serene and Quiet PlacesI went to a remote place near the sea for 2 days with a friend and his family. There was no phone coverage or internet connection for 2 days, and everyone was forced to keep their phones aside. I don't know about them, but i loved it. Didn't even...See More »
I Dont Know Who I Am AnymoreWhy is it 'wrong' to be possessive and protective? Why is anything wrong or right? Why all the rules? Why all the generalizations? What if i don't want them applied to me? What if i don't want to follow anything? But i'm already fcked up coz i've...See More »
I Put On Headphones And Block Out The World Winter Aid - The Wisp Sings let me sleep i am tired of my grief and i would like you to love me, to love me, to love me this is the night when these woods sigh come with me there are people who cannot speak without smiling they would...See More »
I Was Not Allowed to Feel Or Express Anger Growing UpAfter a long long time, i expressed my anger by talking it out loud. Don't even remember the last time i did that. It feels good, don't know what made me talk angrily, but i just couldn't keep those thoughts inside me and writing wasn't enough. This...See More »
I Express Myself Through Quotes"When you stand in front of me and look at me, what do you know of the griefs that are in me and what do I know of yours?" (Franz Kafka, in a letter to Oskar Pollak)
I Express Myself Through Quotes"I know pain. You think you can handle it and one day you can't. When that happens, you either find reasons to go on, or you don't." (House)
I Get Irritated By PeopleI hate it when some people cannot take responsibility for their own work just because they have issues with their colleagues. My senior instead dodges her own responsibility and gave it to me, i wanted to take a leave off but now i can't coz of her....See More »
I Love Reading Manga [I Love Anime and Manga]I can't stop reading it once i start! Even if something big is going on around me, even if the sky falls, i'll still be lost in it!! Wahhh! 🙈😍😅
I Thought Of You Todaythis daily repetitiveness is numbing my mind. i don't feel any beauty, i don't even pause to see the beauty around me. i have a sudden longing to go and sit at that lake, hundreds of miles away. the memories of those few quiet evenings together are...See More »