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Wow. SW has changed so much!

It’s been a long time but I guess all things change, be it an internet site or world or life. 🤷‍♀️

I was so bored that i decided to come online on SW! 😆

Will i get enough entertainment?! 🤔

I Find Peace And Beauty In The Night Sky

and then comes the week.. boring, repetitive, not interesting.. what can i do about it? how do i make it interesting? no idea for now.. remembering that terrace’s tank roof, i want to lie down there and look at the vast sky.. hazy stars and clouds p...

What do you look forward to each day?

I always look forward to the end of day and sleeping! 😌😴

I Want To Write A Ten Word Story

She yearns to write a never-ending story, but everything ends.

I Think Lyrics Can Say It Better Than Words

Do you believe in destiny?

Then why do we have choices? I still don't get the idea of predetermined destiny.

I Don't Answer the Phone When I Don't Want to

I Am An Introvert Infp

Every single day! 😫

I Express Myself Through Quotes

"As with all tragedies, the real tragedy of my life is just an irony of Fate. I reject life because it is a prison sentence, I reject dreams as being a vulgar form of escape. Yet I live the most sordid and ordinary of real lives and the most intense...

I Write As a Form of Therapy

Dear little girl, don't you understand life now? it's not always good, not always bad. it is what it is. and it's good enough for you, isn't it? all those fears and loneliness you faced, all those feelings of unworthiness and being unloved, but it's...

Hundreds of stories swirled within her, some parts lived, some parts imagined, some read, some heard. Bits and pieces from stories of hundreds of people, fiction and real stories, mixed with her own stories. She felt too much, overwhelmed, not...

I Love Quotes That Make Me Stop And Think [I Love Quotes]

"But what is happiness except the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads?" ~ Albert Camus

This destructive side within me keeps resurfacing from time to time. And i feel like wanting to destroy everything. Every. Single. Thing. It burns more than rage and fury. More than anything else, i want to destroy myself. My own mind, esp the past...

I Express Myself Through Quotes

this chattering mind doesn't stop. where does it gets all this energy from? why don't you pause and stop for a moment, mind? do you fear you'd vanish if you stop chattering? just let me breathe, sometimes, dear mind. let me be. don't judge others,...

I Wish Things Were Simpler

Life.. People.. Relations.. World.. me.. i thought i had figured it all out back then.. i thought i knew how to deal with it.. but once again.. i can't.. i don't know.. i don't want to.. i don't want to deal with people at all.. i miss my...

I Like to Write About How I Feel

Suddenly this anxiousness is back again. Like an agitated ripple in the quiet of a lake. I can't get rid of it, i forgot how to get rid of it. All i want to do now is hide in the blanket, not face the world today. But the anxiousness increases, coz...

I find, after all these years, I am a believer— I believe what the thunder and lightning have to say; I believe that dreams are real, and that death has two reprisals; I believe that dead leaves and black water fill my heart. I shall die...

I Love Reading Books

"Stories are important. We need them. It is through telling and hearing stories that we make sense of the world. Like dreams, they come to us when we are quiet and they tell us something or remind us of something that we need to hear. They say to us,...

I Express Myself Through Quotes

"You make the mistake of thinking you have to choose, that you have to do what you want, that there are conditions for happiness. What matters - all that matters, really - is the will to happiness, a kind of enormous, ever present consciousness. The...

I Don't Like To Socialize

I hate socializing. Absolutely hate it. If i could, i would stay in my room and read or watch something every single day for the whole year. Going to work is enough socializing for me, I can't do that on weekends again, i just want to relax and be...

I Learned to Let Go

I was trying to let go of the past.. and at some point, the past let go of me. In this new found freedom, as i look back i see only facts and things that happened, drained of feelings and emotions, of hurt and heartache.. Didn't know when it stopped...

I didn't want anything, i asked for nothing, yet life keeps moving on. I know where all this leads to, where it always ends, i don't want the end or the beginning, i still want nothing, yet life doesn't stop moving on.

I Am Frustrated With Society

They keep moulding me just like them, and i mould too, but there's this thing within me that keeps me from becoming like them. Outwardly, i'm like them, i act just like they want me to. Inside, it's a messy chaos with a little beauty in a few corners...

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