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bethany444

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I Appreciate the Small Things

I Spend a Lot of Time By Myself

Friday night. In a bar. By myself. I’m pathetic.

I Am Searching For Something

I’m so tired of looking. I’m stopping. When it’s right, it will come to me.

I Make Bad Decisions

If bad decisions was an Olympic sport-I’d gave me a couple of gold medals.

I try really hard. I put good out into the world. I’m kind. I’m compassionate. I am truly a nice person. Yet I get so little in return. I’m losing faith in everything.

I Am On The Edge Of Giving Up Hope

I’ve come to believe that hope is nothing more than anxious fear.

I Love These Lyrics

Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in Slept in Broken legs, but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside...

I Love This Quote

Who was your celebrity teen crush? Mine was Shaun Cassidy !

I Think Life Is Like a Box of Chocolates

Hell no! It's all coconut and maple! Were are the strawberry nougats and Carmel centers????

How much alcohol would it take to drink their memory away?

What ended what you thought would last forever?

I Need to Decide If I'll Stay In My Marriage

I won't stAy in my marriage Tonight I locked my bedroom door and put the hamper in front of it in hopes he will stay out. I think he is harmless. He just watches me and touches my legs I understand the covers. Still I think enough use is enough...

I Think Dogs Are Awesome

I have a dog. She is almost 15. She's a mix of lab Dalmatian boxer . A mess of blonde freckles. Tomorrow I will say goodbye to her. It's breaking my heart. But at the same time how lucky was I to have this gorgeous pup for 15 years?!?! I will...

What is your favorite candy??

What is your definition of beauty?

What makes you sad? I'm watching 'This is Us'

What's the saddest son

damnit song for you???

Biggest regret?

I Am Wasting My Life Away

My life is like these embers. They want to be a fire but they just can't get there.

Why is it so hard??? Navigating this life is so tough. I don't need easy, just manageable!

What kind of perfume do you wear?

I Give Up I'm Done

Dropping the mike

I Think Sleep Is A Beautiful Escape

Tonight there is enough wine. Sleep will overcome tears and thoughts. Nothingness awaits. So thankful that nothingness awaits Rest well friends

I Want To Jump Off A Bridge To Death

Ha. What a horrific thought. But nonetheless I have it. I know it. I drive under it daily. I plan it in my head but I won't. Too many left to wonder. But the thought brings peace

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