NeurodivergentMy psychologist thinks i may be neurodivergent and both autistic and adhd. I am using this just to offload because i need to as it is replaying in my head. I feel like i am not smart enough to be autistic as i am still learning what it is about but... See More »
I Have Been Gone, But Now Im Backjust went through my old photos and found a SS of this site. Decided to log in and read my old stories... and let me just say wow lol not much has changed and i really used this place as a diary 🤔
I Am Fascinated By Human BehaviorI cannot seem to connect with people, I find it hard! I can have a general conversation but it wont turn into a connection for friendship or relationships... If i knew how to change it i would.
I Want to Be Happy And Make Others Be HappyI feel as though i am different to everybody else. The way i think and live my life seems to be totally wrong. I live on my own with no new friends and i hardly feel like i have to contact my old friends for stimuli yet here i am online trying to... See More »
I Hate It When Someone Doesnt Text BackThat being said I am that annoying person that people hate because I never text back! lol you get what you deserve I guess...
I Fight Depression and Loneliness EverydayThis is not something that I had admitted before in my life to anyone or even myself but honestly I'm pretty sure I am lying to myself! I live to work and pay bills ATM. I never go out, I have no friends or a partner and I am socially awkward hence... See More »
What is true love?Is it something that grows over time or is it something that you feel when you meet them for the first time and then again and can't get them out of your mind?! I'm confused on how love feels or what it is at this point of time.... It feels made up... See More »
I Love Films That Make Me Think About LifeRight now I am in love with the movie Mr.Nobody. If you haven't seen it yet, go get the movie and watch it!
I Spend a Lot of Time By MyselfI honestly think I spend too much time by myself and I weirdly am comfortable with that... Maybe too comfortable! I never go out and enjoy my own company. I do have weekends where I question what to do I feel bored but then at the end of the day I'm... See More »
I'm Not MarriedAt my age I feel like it's compulsory! I'm also now crushing on married men because I'm not getting any younger and every man I know is in a relationship or married. I feel so out of place but I also feel content. It honestly feels bitter sweet in a... See More »
I Am Sometimes Antisocial' Sometimes ' is an understatement... I am very antisocial. It's very rare that my brain functions when I meet new people from the fear of sounding stupid, I just hardly say anything at all. This is why I have only a few friends but I'd rather have... See More »
