I think Im scaredI think I’m scared to give him a chance because I’m so used to being alone. Every time we talk I’m there and I find myself wanting to talk to him but there are times I just want to be left alone again and I hope he’ll forget me. Sometimes I try to...See More »
Being used to being alone all the timeI enjoy my solitude. Maybe I’m a little weird or maybe I’m not. I dunno. I don’t mind being around those important to me but I can only do so much before I want to retreat for a couple days and be in my own world. I don’t think I’m introverted,...See More »
Do you have to have passion for someone straight away?Or can that passion build as you get to know them? You know when you first meet someone and you’re all giddy around them, they put butterflies in your stomach, and you just wanna be around them? - Well what if you first meet someone unsuspecting and...See More »
I wish I had closureBut I understand this as the type of thing you’re not supposed to Know. I want to cry but I shouldn’t. I’m just sad I guess. I wish things were easier or different. I wish they’d worked out the way I wanted. - I can move on. It just gets difficult...See More »
Am I settling?He’s a nice guy. I’ve known him for 2 years. We talk on and off and it’s evident he’s into me. I’ve never had to think twice about that. He’s just always been there in the background. - I’ve considered him before but every time I think about what co...See More »
Am I really that off putting???Why would a guy look at me like a deer in headlights? It happens every time I’ve talked to him, I don’t get it. Whenever I say something he looks confused or like I put him off or something? 😂 and there’s delay in response....Like come on guy, I’m...See More »
I Miss SomeoneAnd I hate it too. I was fine but then I had a dream. Out of the blue. Doesn’t make any kind of sense but I know it doesn’t have to. I’ve been in my feelings all day because of it but it’s whatever. I can’t stand small talk. But I was just...See More »
A quick disclaimer for youWe took a back road; we're gonna look at the stars We took a back road in my car Down to the ocean, it's only water and sand And in the ocean we'll hold hands - But I don't really like you, apologetically dressed In the best put on the heartbeat...See More »
Who cares?Lately I’ve been telling myself “who cares? It’s not a big deal” and it feels really good. I’ve always cared about things way too much but now I’m training my brain not to...I’m ready to live my life and not be scared to take risks.and it feels so g...See More »
Why is it so hard to get out of my head?I can’t shake the thought that I’m not good enough for anything or anyone. I can’t help but feel stupid and undeserving. I always fail to remember that people live their lives at different paces. I feel like I don’t fit in or belong. I feel ashamed...See More »
I Am Not A Good Writer Still I Like To Write My ThoughtsSometimes you break my spirit - - But I’ll find myself again
Hm....very intuitive/empathetic.Something I’m still fighting with but I feel like I might be super empathic and or intuitive. I’ve had my fair share of experiences that make me wonder. And I happen to have family members with supposed psychic abilities. Or maybe we’re all just...See More »
I want to tattoo!But I feel like I am not good enough. I feel like my style isn’t enough. I’m an illustrator and have been asked by people if they could get my work tattooed. I know of some illustrators out there who aren’t tattoo artists but they don’t allow people...See More »
Epiphanies and notes to selfI’m not upset that you don’t like me anymore. Slowly, I’m remembering myself. I’ll be back. When I’m back, it’s done. There’s nothing more to fight for. I lost myself in you...trying to make excuses and suppress the things about myself that I...See More »
winter is so depressing when you’re singleSeeing all these couples huddled up in the cold nights *sigh* Being single isn’t that bad, I don’t mind my alone time. It does get old tho. Naturally, sometimes we just want someone to hold. Here’s to yet another lonely and cold...See More »
Big shoutout to @QuitWhenDoneThank you thank you thank yOU for constantly putting up with me. It means a lot more than I could express. I’m no good at being sentimental but just know I really really appreciate you for being a good friend :)
I saw him today...Brought back some good memories. Our time was short lived but he made me feel so good inside. No one has ever made me feel like that before but maybe I’ve just always been treated like shit. Who knows. I know I can’t have him but I also know that...See More »
Why do some people go lengths to get attention???I’m starting to think he just LOVES attention but wants nothing to do with me or anyone else. His socials are all filled up with nothing but selfies. Even just trying to be friends with him is hard enough. He’s so stuck on himself! You know I really...See More »
I Use Music Lyrics To Explain My Feelings Because Im no good at describing how I feel and couldn’t have said it better myself. These are parts of the song that stuck out to me the most. - There’s a sad, sad story in everyone but something always gives it away Is it the drugs you take or...See More »