mental health issuespeople seem to either underestimate, judge, scrutinize, and even make fun of people that are dealing with mental issues. it's more serious than you think, for those of you who think it's just a "phase". it's as much of a personal problem for those... See More »
Starting Over...some friends I've made in the past are gone, for whatever reason. some friends I've run off, that's on me. some may still be floating around but may have forgotten me or just don't want to deal with me. can't blame them. I don't like dealing with me... See More »
I've been struggling with myself lately...and I've been having hard loops to hurdle. I'm still going to be to me, and be who I am. however, with age comes wisdom and a lot of regrets to learn from in order to make me better. a better person. *arguing with myself*
One Margarita - Luke Briantwo margarita three margarita, shot don't worry about tomorrow leave all your sorrows, out here on the floating dock when that sun moves down we'll be on our way one more barefoot round one more last chance to say: "hey, senorita, don't you think we... See More »
Band-Aid (Time to Change) - Poem by MeI remember when you said you were broken, did you remember when I said I was too? you told me that you live out in the open, I never once had an attitude I go on and let you do your thing, I sit back and continue living blind, I go on and let you do... See More »
just randomI can assure you all that I will not be following the sick trend to create a multiple account just because I'm on probation. actually, I'm going to utilize that time to not be on here as much because I've given in to the toxic bullshit around here... See More »
Another Sundayslept in late last night because I was on YouTube searching whatever came to mind. woke up and worked out. had steak and eggs and a mimosa for brunch. called and checked on people that I haven't spoken to in a while. Google Duo'd with my daughter... See More »
working on a songdown and out, and aloof, well there's your badge of honor always searching for the truth, well here's your badge of honor wear it with some ounce of some pride wear it for the rest of your life now someone comes along and spits in your face there's... See More »
sorry about my meltdown last nightI had a tendency to hold a lot of shit in until I reach my boiling point and then the pot just overflows. the thoughts, feelings and emotions are genuine, but the words don't always come out right. not sorry for what I said. just realizing that I... See More »
I start my official post tomorrowI already texted my partner to see if she is ready and she is already calling me "boss" because officially I'm her supervisor. we're working a warehouse that is particular about their workers using their employee badges to get in/out of the property.... See More »
hard lesson about moving on...it seems so simple and plain when you're on the outside looking in, giving other people advice, sympathizing. but when you're in the inside outside looking out, the horizon to a better life or a better outcome isn't as simple as people make it out to... See More »
dude, some chick PM'd merattling on and on about wanting to have a conversation and then poof she was gone. she was on LSD. kinda figured. I always attract the psychos. meh.
I volunteered for an assignment todayit was actually my day off. my actual assigned post isn't scheduled until Monday but I figured I'd make some extra money, so I went on patrol with a unit that had already been assigned to this specific sight today. we were securing the parking lot of... See More »
