Psychosis: All my hallcuiantions were a manifestation of my train of thought. SO I know they might just be my mind copingwith my mental pain.
Do you think is strange how God didn't forgive angels, give us a chance to repent.What I'm trying to say is that he could of created self serving people, with his power and imagination. Yet when we get to heaven he will block out intrusive thoughts and human desires of the flesh by enclosing us. As if we were robots. Sometimes It... See More »
Those women were special because throughout my lifesime I was seeking this one particular mold of a woman.Many Girls cross my path that I thought fitted that mold. I had broken down the mold in two two distinctive molds.They did cross my paths. I was a coward not to approach them.
You know people really didn't care much about what I expereince I actually thought my posting will grab a lot of attention. I was trying to get otherpeople opinion. I guess those women just live in my heart. It's strange I no longer feel a desire for them. Losing my cowardice to talk to women, when I decided to through my dogs at the next girl. whom will cross my way something will get on the... See More »
I walked to the store and bought me some beers., Started drinking beer and my throat and nose became itchy.Any idea what this might be? Should I stopped drinking. I wasn't drinking as much water through the day. Its 92f outside. While walking it smell like some type of flower
Do yyou think Christ was a wise man but not a God. One would think miracles would been recorded by people.It almost seems like Christianity was fabricated.
The world is collapsing. Sometimes I'm at odd with religion.I think divisions among nations brings tribalism. I think Wealth goes from the South to the North. For to long the system it being unfair and the Global South is waking up. empire come and go, and maybe at last as we export capitalism other nations... See More »
One time I precum up to my ankles. I never realize I could precum that much. MY thighs up to my knee was cover.I was dripping up till my ankles. I have all the secrets to a life.
why do people break up with their significant? Also do women think of their old significant than their new lovers.
Lust is in check now I have to get rid of sloth and gluttony. Here I come God let me see what the way of "living is all about"
Lucifer beauty as Angel. It was pride that made the Morning Star which another name for Angels in the bible into Satan.
I'm two months celibate and Virgin. If I make it to heaven I want to be in the highest realms with my glroified body.It feels good being celibate, my privy parts feel lighter and my head feel a lot cleaner. Maybe this what God called to have eternal life. What he calls life.
Are you living life to the fullest? Do you go one without thinking maybe someone who is bed need comfort?I think of this and in some cases, it has made me wonder. That I want to be there by their side suffering with them.
My mom uses to guilt treat me. When she will say God hated people "who believe in their own will" and "not God's will".Maybe I should trust the will I have.
Sometimes I feel like Christianity tries to fill holes to sound more convincing. Eros and the Afterlife. Religions are man-made.I had visitations and hallucinations yet no priest on x.com cared, now most exorcism sound like mental illnesses and not demonic. My encounters with the demonic still plunges me to think is part of the mental illness. I can't picture myself living... See More »
Satan and Death don't discriminate. He reaps racist, Poor, Rich, Sick, Politicians, Soldiers, Workers, Sex workers, Virgins, Police Officers,widows, mothers, husbands, children
It's hard to be Americans when people used to call me "spic" and "you're not white to be American".Racism at its finest. You all must be cultural Christians. It all began in YouTube oof 2005 and 2006 going down a rabbit hole of racist videos. Now I almost like gang life because I was corrupted in schools. Now look at white women shaking their... See More »
Satan appear to me 4 times one visitation, two hallucinations, one as a Ghost. the first hallucination after my visistation.
You know in judgement day God will judge every careless word we spoke about, expose every good and bad deed.Reveal our thoughts all in front of a court so big. basically. Your life will be a movie. Everything hidden in dark will be brought to the light, and everything will be told in balcony of a rooftop to city. Psalm 37:13 states: "but the Lord laughs... See More »
I want to dance because I remmeber how he appear, God wants to rescue me from this world.People can laugh at me, people can mistreat me, people neglect me. But God is watching. I want to dance, because I'm one step ahead of this corrupt world. Now I know it was a visitation and not a hallucination. Now I have to put 75 % of chip in... See More »
Does Trump realize lying and being slanderous doesn't allowed him to get into heaven.Look people what I saw, yet people will dismiss such visitation. I heard hell is crowded.
Do you think I was to shallow thinking about what I deemed perfected bodies. For exampleFor example I will imagine hot girls. I will imagine a scanner scanning a body and and designing according to my beauty standards. I then then said" if the want to be perfect", make their privy long and compatible with each others. Mariajuan wouldn't... See More »