Sometimes I feel like Christianity tries to fill holes to sound more convincing. Eros and the Afterlife. Religions are man-made.

I had visitations and hallucinations yet no priest on x.com cared, now most exorcism sound like mental illnesses and not demonic. My encounters with the demonic still plunges me to think is part of the mental illness. I can't picture myself living without a companion for eternity. Eros hits different and completes all forms of love. I wonder if Christ said there's no sex in the afterlife because it made the belief system of individually being saved and judge difficult. At the end of of the day all religions seemed man made. I just Hold on to Christianity because I saw things, I guess I'm one foot to deep into this messed, digging a hole I can't climb out.