Who can help me?I don't want you to tell me to think about my family, I don't want pity, and I don't want you to call anyone. I want you to be there for me.
I need helpEverything bad anyone's ever said to me is going round and round in my head and it won't stop. Why won't it just stop?
I think I'm getting paranoid...Did he ever care? Was he just stringing me along the whole time? Is he the one that caused all this? Was it his mum? I knew she didn't like me from the start. Did he get someone to attack my brother? Did he do it? What lies has he been spreading... See More »
I am officially panicking...I give up. I just can't do this anymore. You wanted me dead, Ethan? Here's your f***ing wish, "buddy". Buddy, my ass. See you all on the other side
Dilemma - What my heart says or what everyone else says? Poll (4) See Poll OptionsIf you've seen any of my previous posts, you'll know about the situation with Ethan. The police will arrest me if I get in contact with him. I have... See More »
There's no way I'm getting through this week...Not without seriously hurting myself or running off again. I'm just sick of it. It's like there are millions of different thoughts whizzing around my head and they're all fighting each other. I don't think I can do this much longer. Your... See More »
I need options...I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. What if I made all this up and ruined my friendship? What if he actually cared? I need to know that he knows I'm sorry. There's only one way left to prove it. Ethan, I'm so sorry. See you buddy :) have a... See More »
I just found out that 80mg of fluoxetine is the max...That's 4 of my tablets. I've got 4 weeks' worth, so that's 28 tablets. Would that do it?
Facebook Question...Is it possible for someone to change their privacy settings so that people can't friends request you and message you, you can only contact them? I'd like to know if this is a thing. Thanks :)
It's his birthday today...To Ethan, Happy birthday, buddy. Enjoy your 16th. Have a good day. From the person who used to be your best friend, Callum :)
I think I'm going crazy...No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget about him. Every time I think about everything, it keeps changing. At the same Time I love him and hate him. I just want him to understand what it's done to me. I want to be told it's okay. I'm sorry, and... See More »
I have some questions...Why do I want to cut myself? Why would I want to carve "Sorry" into my arm? Why did I break my promise to him? Why do I have very mixed feelings about him? Why shouldn't I just kill myself? Should I say sorry to him?
Which one? Poll (9) See Poll Optionspink tights with black pleated skirt OR Cadbury purple with the same skirt Going for the sexy schoolgirl look I think ;) What thickness do you... See More » (2)
Anyone here a tights expert?Looking to surprise a friend, pm me if you know your stuff when it comes to tights, skirts, etc. :)
I Have Something to SayI ran my profile picture through a face recognition thingy online, and it said I was 31 and had a beard! 😂 I love it! I also love seeing my best friend in tights, but that's a different story! 😂
What would you do? Poll (5) See Poll OptionsIf I talk to him, he'll end up calling the police, I'll get arrested and my life will be ruined. If I end it, at least the pain will stop. He might be... See More »
