I Am So Frustrated With My Life and Feel StuckI am on a ferris wheel and the power has shut off leaving me rocking back and forth between the top and almost at the loading/unloading point panic and turmoil suffocating me. I need change. I can see the grass on the edge of the gate I can smell it... See More »
Is it?????Is it? The feeling of betrayal and confusion, the hurtful things that were said, the feelings bruising from the memories. Now facing the world alone. Sleeping in the middle. Tears left in the shower. I know my worth is far more that you can... See More »
I Will Never Allow Someone to Walk All Over Me AgainI am standing tall... basking in my freedom Able. To make my own choices, becoming more aware each day of seeing for myself how great life can be. Through my own eyes. Grasping no more for the light but standing in it casting my own shadows. I'm... See More »
Holiday dinner? Enjoy or dislike?Cooking, baking... the whole enchilada:) haha food pun yeah. So I love cooking and baking and the week it takes for shopping and preparing to scheduling everything and extra cleaning. I find myself physically unable to enjoy getting things ready. I... See More »
Monogamy.. does it exist online?There has to be something said about people who believe in one person for one person. If you are eager to have something special with someone and that question gets asked and agreed upon it should be held as law correct? Or does that only apply in... See More »
What do you believe? [Spirituality & Religion]Beliefs. Everyone has one. Whether or not everyone believes it, we all believe in something. We reach ouch and thank the goodness of something. Maybe just closing our eyes and just saying thank you, that is the belief that someone or something is... See More »
Can you read?Books. Just how many is too many? I personally don't think I have enough, however I only keep a few collections. I have some that I haven't read, but plan to. I do read a lot. I started a book swap at work and it is going well, I haven't brought... See More »
I'm A Very Well-organized PersonI am making a list. A list of things I have always wanted to do or have done. You know mushy things... •see a sunrise/sunset☆ •see them on the same day☆ •play in the rain (as adult) •dance in the rain •go to opera •see a ballet My mind is now rac... See More »
I Am Learning to Be More AssertiveWhere in the midst of things do we continue to follow the same patterns day after day. Nothing routine, but making choices that we regret later. I am making changes in the choices I make. I will be more powerful and stern about my needs and wants.... See More »
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsMy imagination runs wild. To the wind, through the rain. Feeling the cold, accompanied by pain. My imagination runs free. With thrills and desires. From the heat of the fires. My imagination runs to you. For safety and trust. Our friendship... See More »
I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And FeelingsSome believe in something, some believe in nothing. Others take for granted the things that others may hold true. Here I am hoping to believe in you. Pondering some thoughts and being gracious for the feelings and things that I have. For they are... See More »