I Am So Frustrated With My Life and Feel Stuck

I am on a ferris wheel and the power has shut off leaving me rocking back and forth between the top and almost at the loading/unloading point panic and turmoil suffocating me. I need change. I can see the grass on the edge of the gate I can smell it freshly cut... but cannot get down from here.
Leans back to admire the blue sky... the clouds floating by... the breeze flowing thru my hair. Taking notice of the things that surround me... admiring longing, appreciating and yet yearning to feel more...
The ride moves... I see perspective and hope.