Need adviceI met one boy on the literature club, and we kinda liked each other. After a few meetings, we would go home the same path. I liked how it was. Once he invited me to the cinema. And I felt some suspicion and tension. I said myself: I am not sure I... See More »
How to overcome an impossibly hard mental blockI am literally going nuts at home with online university and online work. I wanted to find a quiet place in any organization in town and do some volunteering assistance work. Didn't find one. However, we have a bunch of self-organized communities,... See More »
I don’t want him to think I do nothing in my life, this is why I do tonnes of stuffHuh? I don’t want him to think… that I do nothing… so that’s why I do a lot of stuff… Crazy… I am lacking brains to solve this riddle
If he doesn’t like some things I have..- body - pimples over the face - neurotic behavior - binge eating problem … I should not think of any love until I resolve all the issues above. However, I am too obsessed with them so I work to only be good enough for him. Yet, it is not a matter... See More »